The forecasted
The transition from Winter to Spring was a most difficult one for me.
As I led the short, instructive meditation, my voice, nay... the subconscious vibe... took on an entirely different persona to my typical demeanor. It felt instinctive, rather than forced. This was not a facade, but an only-slightly predetermined goal to try and 'slow down' my speech & thought patterns, when speaking with another being - my regular Psychologist, Madison.
Having quite recently crawled out of a frightening, two-month-long pit of despair
month.
I've developed very solid & genuine professional relationships with quite a few clients, during my Support Worker tenure of the past 18+ months. Many have dropped off over time (circumstances, not conspiracy!), and these days I'm working only with three men. All with life-long
So, if there IS a 'connection' between certain receptive beings... is schizophrenia a transmittable disease ?
Group Meditation & Dharma has always felt 'contagious', for me. This week, I've attended the SBC (Sydney Buddhist Centre) on Tuesday night, and again on Wednesday night (ie; last night). Good vibes. Things got quite introspectivly HEAVY in the post-meditation 'class, as it was only myself, another casual, and two order members (whom I both know, and am OK to chit-chat with).
Dharmagattus's question to me, on the basis of my prior two minute explanation of the term 'Reflection', as a Mirror metaphor, was:
".. and when, and where... do you find yourself contemplating your self-reflection?"
It was a great question. It's less common for me to just 'sit' with an intention. To gently examine my own conduct, and continue to self-correct in a manner that I may consider more ethical.
The Schizophrenic men that I visit regularly
Pneuma - Tool
We are
Spirit
Bound to this Flesh
We go 'round,